okay , it's been a week since my blog is left alone & now i'm back .

time flies .
it's in the February now .
it seems like time is ticking really way too fast .
before i nvr feel that time past fast , only recently .
do time really ticks faster than before or it is just i who felt that way ?
ticktocktick .

today , we received a hellish news .
our FTE is brought forward .
it's rescheduled on Feb.22 .
ohwell .
shit !
such a great birthday gift for me .
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i'm goin crazy soon .
being a SMP 3 student is really tired .
everyday is occupied with homeworks , tests , try-outs , exams , lectures .
ARGH !
stop all this fucking thing !
& i don't get why the third try-out must be held on Feb.16 ?!
it is just the third day of our CNY & u expect us to go back to school & study those ugly books during our CNY celebrations & take the try-out .
ohdamnshit !
these days goverment is really ridiculous .
try calling them to hv the try-out on their idul fitri celebration & tell them to stop their celebration & go back to school & take the try-out .

i'm really going crazy !
& pak joni ALWAYS give us tons of homework .
he NEVER failed in the way of giving hw(s) .
i knw he means well to us , wanna us to learn more but we're really so tired .
like last time on our term holiday , he told us to do all the UN questions which are gathered from 2000 - 2009 .
cn you imagine how much is that ?
a big stack of papers .
& this time he told us to finish 8 pages hw .
i'm like rushing it out desperately .
now , whenever i see numbers , my head is going to explode .
veryveryvery tired .
& this week , we're all booked by tests .
from tuesday - friday .
starting from ekonomi , econs , history , p.e theory exam , chemistry , physics , math , english .
tests seasons coming again .
everytime always like this .
once a test come , all follow .
do students nowaday really need to bear these so terrible stress ?

UN is also approaching .
29 March - 1 April .
so we , the grade 9 students , are really so pitiful .
haihs .
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