life has been tough for me .
a year to a year , it got worsen .
idk what should i really do .
another problem arises when a problem hasn't been solved .
they said karma does exist , but i don't see it .
bad people lifes are getting better while the goods one suffer .
is that karma ? i don't get it .
now , i'm facing another problem , yes a big one .
i know that i must be glad , bcos my life is better than some others .
people always say that we shouldn't compare with the upper ones , we should compare with the one lower than us .
but if we want to get improve , should't we compare with the upper one instead of the lower one ?
that's another question .
life is unpredictable , things can happened just in a second .
no one knows what will happened tomorrow , so what we can only do is to pray to god , and ask for courage , power & wisdom to overcome problems instead of asking for a good & smooth life .
believe me guys , every life has its obstacle , no life is sail-smooth .
everyone has its problem , remember one rule --» don't ever judge a book by its cover .
when u see someone is so happy , look like so carefree , do you really think they're enjoying their life ? if you do , that's a big mistake .
you'll never know what really happened in their life .
and always remember C H E R I S H .
bear in mind that regrets always come too late , so do cherish someone/something when they're still here .

as i posted above , sometimes it's better to know nothing .
now i knew too many things , and i should blame myself for being so curious for everything .
if now i can have a wish , i really hope that i can have a time-machine .
i want to get back to the past where i don't need to care for so many things , where life has been carefree , where children are still innocent .
in where , there's no black & white but only colorful .
in where , there's only good person in this world .
in where , money isn't everything .
in where , family is the best ones .
in where , a candy / an ice-cream can makes us happy for the whole day .
i really wish to go back to the past .