Human is social creature. That's a common knowledge. Every human has their own social circle be it wide or small. As for myself, I don't belong to those groups of people who have large social circle. Our very first social circle starts from our family ,they are the first group of people who we interacted with. Father and Mother, people who teach us the basics of living a life. Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, I love my family. Though there are at times when we have conflicts but still we stay as one and spread our warmth with each other. Father and Mother, I Love You. Aside from that, I still have a sister. She's my one and only sibling. It would be such a lie if I say I don't care for her. Though most of the times we always bicker but still our relationship are good. Next to family, I guess it's love. Living in this world for 16 years, I haven't date even once. It's either one-sided love that can't be fulfilled or it would be a mutual love but it doesn't bear fruit. Well, I think it's better to find a true love and date seriously for a long period of time rather than dating for a short period with no strong love basis. I believe that somewhere in the corner of this world, there lies my future wife who I'll love her whole-heartedly. Friends, I don't have many friends, mostly are just acquaintances. My definition of friendship is different from what other normal person would be. I have great deep meaning for my so-called friendship. Though it could be 1 out of a million but I still believe that there is the existence of true friend. A true friend to me is someone who will always be there for you, never feel ashamed of what you are, willing to sacrifice for you, share everything to you; most importantly trust,cherish and appreciate you. Honestly, I don't think I have found one. I,myself, am also not up to being a true friend, there are still some criteria that I lack for being a true friend. For all these while, I have been trying and I will always try to be true and useful to others.

Hey fellas , I guess I'll be back blogging more often now because I planned to hone my English , so I'll be starting to use proper and correct English from now on .
So what to blog ? That's really a hard question to answer . I really have no idea what to blog exactly now . I just know that I must start practicing my English and now I will be trying to blog in essay form to improve my writing skills .
So why don't we start with an introduction of myself since I never introduced myself formally .

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First of all , my name is Justin Tan . You , who are reading this blog , may call me Justin. I was born on 25 February 1995 in Singapore . So I guess you guys should be able to count out my age which is 16 . I am currently living in an island named Batam which is located at Indonesia , Southeast Asia . I am having my studies in a national-plus school named Sekolah Mondial in which I am identified as a student of SMA2 majoring in IPS . As for my appearance , I guess I'm classified into the normal-looked guy . Standing at 174cm which I personally think is short and weighing at 65kg . I am fair-skinned and flowing the blood of Chinese . I was born in a family consisting four people including myself . A father , a mother , me and a sister made up my family .

I am a sentimental person . Something called 'emotion' always revolve around my life . I am a person who appreciates and respects relationships , frienship and kinship. I believe that we as people can't survived without the existence of friends. I don't believe in forever because I believe that everything will come to an end. Nothing is definite , nothing is absolute . I can't deny that I am pessimistic person. In fact , I am very pessimist . I'll always think to the bad sides instead of the good sides. Maybe, I am afraid of disappointment so I rarely put too much expectations on something. I admit that I am not perfect. I make mistakes too but recently I have been pondering over and over a lot things. I can find myself being more mature. I love to indulge into deep thoughts . I think a lot for all the philosophies of life and lots more .

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I guess this is all that I can describe about myself. I have run out of ideas , I don't know what should I write anymore . I hope people out there who is reading my blog will feel comfortable reading it and understand. I'll be back soon for more posts . Stay tune guys !