Have been feeling troubled lately. Mixed up feelings, shifting moods and random thoughts fill my days. Feeling so insecure, I feel like something is bound to happen. Something that will affect the surrounding with great changes. I don't know why but I've been feeling like this. Something which once means so much, feels so empty right now. I don't know what should I do, it just seems so meaningless.
All I need now is a new environment. I really hope that I'll be able to get out of here. Letting go of everything here and leave with a smile on my face. New environment, new life, new people, new things would really be so great. I am not sure if I'll regret on this but by this moment I am sure that I really want it. There's nothing much that are worth for me to stay except my dearest family and some people who really love, cherish and appreciate me.