I made a wrong move. I'm sure I did. Running into deep thoughts and thinking seriously. Does it even matter? I don't know but I guess the outcome will be like something I have predicted. So it's better to forget about it. Sometimes it's better to be ignorant. But seriously it hurts. I have been in a complex situation. Too much thoughts. Now there are inadequate words to explain my feelings. Totally messed up.
Something is wrong with my body now and it sucks. I feel so disgusted with myself. I just hope that it will get well soon. Please bless me.
All I hope is that things will just get better. Too tired to handle with so much.
All I need is time to adjust and prove.

These few days, I have been thinking of having a stead would be so sweet. But sadly, my situation is not supporting. I just need some more time. Please just wait for me. It will be worthy, really. I promise that you'll be the happiest girl.♥