I am a failure. Yes. right now I'm so disappointed with myself. I just can't keep my composure. I've reminded myself for umpteen time that I must be able to hold on and withstand it. But, everything seems futile, I just keep on repeating the same mistake. I know it's really a hard thing to do but nevertheless I MUST be able to overcome it. Many chances are given to me, but I just don't make good use of it. I just keep on going everything for my own ego. For the sake of my better future, I must really do my best and overcome it. I must become a person who is useful in the society. I hope that God will lead me, bring me to the right path, show me the true light. Let me become a useful and good person. Please...To be truth, this has been haunting me. I'm so afraid whenever I think about it. I really don't want to end up that way. Right here right now, I hope that everything will be better for me. And I must take note that I should put in more effort. All left now, is me myself. Everything is on my hand. It all depends on how I face this. I knew I can triumph over this.

I fell a lot of times, but I didn't collapse. - Girls Generation's Yuri

This serves as my motivation. I believed that if I can stand up and move forward after every fell I made, I'll be able to triumph over this soon. Let's be stronger. When life is tough, you got to be tougher. Your fate lies on your fateful hand. I must have faith. Good luck to me and all of you out there who's reading this entry and at the same time you coincidentally have a problem. Everything will be okay soon. Sunshine always appears after a rain, isn't it? Cheers!