"There comes to a point when nothing matters anymore, and it seems pointless to try and pursue."
Basically, that is what I am feeling now. I am not sure if it is just me being sensitive or whatnot. However, I feel that everything is crumbling down. I feel so insecure like what I had been experiencing few years back then. I really dread the history to repeat itself. I don't want to see them suffer and struggle to pass every day. I don't expect much, all I want is to stay happy and free from unnecessary doubts and worries,  To simply live and enjoy is all I ask for. Aside from that, I also feel lonely, yes lonely not alone. I have rarely feel alone in my life, but lonely is another thing. There are many times when I am in a big crowd, but I don't feel any belongingness. That is really sad, it's like the highest level of isolation. Maybe it's just me, maybe. Feeling so so fragile, to the extent of being broken. Some people who read this entry may think that I am being so exaggerating and stuff, but well there is just some moment when I indulge myself into this vibe, and start to let my thoughts wander. The only place I can rant and let out my feelings.

Ended up chatting with two friends of mine, and I snapped out of my melancholic state. Felt so much better now. So true that being lonely makes the thoughts run, well, humans really need company.

Anyway. school's out, Finally, the long deserved break is here. Still feeling jittery and anxious about my result, I really hope that I can maintain it well.
And as usual, ran out of blogging vibe because I had snapped out of the melancholic state.